Monday, September 29, 2008

Raymond Boisjoly: Would You Like to Start Again at the Beginning Again?


Raymond Boisjoly asks us if we would like to start again at the beginning. What does the beginning look like? Who lives there and what materials do we have to work with? Can I write using this computer or do I have to write with pencil and paper, or are we going back further still, do I need to write this in rhyming verse so that I can remember it and sing it in person at the gallery opening? Maybe the beginning is before I can even open my mouth, before I have a mouth? What exactly is this beginning and do I really want to be there?

If I could would I toss the lineage, the inherited or received culture, all of the baggage and all of the goods so that I could truly start again and "make it new" as Ezra Pound directs us to do? Except, that there’s the problem right there. I couldn't "make it new" like Ezra Pound's directive tells me to do, if ‘it’ were no longer part of the equation. Ezra is part of the ‘it’ that led up to this moment and we all better recognize. Still, I don't like all of ‘it’. I don't want all of ‘it’. I don't want to recognize all of ‘it’ as mine. Too, there's some stuff that hasn't quite made it into the accepted ‘it’ that I would like to include. We may have the illusion of choice but we in fact, don't get to choose our cultures, at least not entirely. Raymond Boisjoly messes with this distinction and he does so by creating hybrids. Pop culture meets traditional culture and as they face off it is unclear whether the movement between the two precedes a fight or a dance. Beyond titles, this work asks questions, often playful, and some so basic that they beg reconsidering. What are the edges of things and how do they overlap? Where does the artwork begin‐‐can we include the wall? the electricity in the wall? the room? the static in the air? When, how and why do and did a string of lights become "Christmas" and can they begin again as something else or just be lights again minus the modifier?


Your eye runs along the white cord, spotting red, blue, green and yellow lights and begins to recognize letterforms. Your brain begins to thread them together, wanting to spell something, to figure out this puzzle, but here it slips, notices arms, legs, heads, and begins to read a different story. As your eyes follow this path down the wall, noticing the cord, noticing the lights, noticing the staples that fix the cord to the wall, you negotiate the twists and turns. Here edges shift like puzzle pieces: fitting together, then splaying apart, locking, interlocking and unlocking. There's something of the optical illusion here that recalls fat books of bright colors and stacked squares begging to be ‘figured out’. Think of this but think also of the space between and before ‘figuring it out’ and the both-ness of that space. All at once, words grow heads and limbs, become totem figures, say a sentence, tell a story, walk across the wall and shine, shift between human, animal and word form, lay out a labyrinth or maybe two brightly lit paths -‐all at once.

This work wants to know what you think. It was created in part to answer a question but also to ask or spark. It does not need to be monumental or even desire to be, but realizes that it is a step, an intermediary. The first two things that you see might conflict with each other or they might be complimentary; that depends on what two things you notice first and also on you and your brain and the cultures that live inside it. Realize as you look that your brain is host to a culture and it may even be host to multiple cultures; cultures that both exist outside of you and your brain, and that are, in part, created there. Your brain is capable of so much. It can take disparate elements and create hybrids, two-headed monsters, sacred monsters that cross boundaries, straddle them, play double‐dutch with distinctions: new and old, traditional and pop, traditional and avant‐garde, funk and soul, art and poetry, mine and yours; beyond binaries to triplets, quadruplets, stacks and lattice works of possibility—this is what his work does and asks us to do. There are so many possibilities here and our brains are capable of seeing and managing all of them. If we want to "make it new" what better way to start than not from the beginning but in the midst of it all, amidst the various and several ‘it’s with all of their many voices, calls, shouts, murmurs, meanings and abstractions? Maybe we can try, as this work does, to show all sides, even the inside of ‘it’, it being this culture and that one, the lights and the forms they shape, to make tangible/visual the intricacy of our systems and thoughts within and without them.


*From the catalogue by me for "The Sooner the Better Later than Never" UBC MFA Graduate Exhibition at The Belkin Art Gallery in Vancouver B.C.
** Sorry the images are so dang small.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Quaint Chest

Hedgerows
and moss encrypted brick
lovely to look at
lovely to behold
See the candle there, in the window?
Ah, and the little shepherd boy
herding something or other
Yes, it's my favorite time of year here.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Maybe it's Fun

this wah-wah
circumlocuting of pain
centered here and here also
watch the tracing of circles
it spreads radially
the warm stuff

Those Belonging to Others

i am the biggest little girl
i am monstrous huge
i am the giant in the story
i am only knees and long jointed limbs
and could wrap twice round the things
these man-sized paws

Don't Cross My T's

I (dot) (dot) (dot) don't
like it when you look at me
like that all cross-wise
all (dot) (dot) (dot)
like you want to correct my spelling

Let Me Just Put My Two Cents In

Open up and let fly
your fly's wide or
your shirt's double pockets (pride?)
let me see that: guh-gunk
or in my case, guh-gunk, guh-gunk

Monday, September 22, 2008

Weekend in Poetryland

This weekend in Poetryland was all and more I could have hoped for. I don't know what to say. Did you know that I love you all? Did you know? I'm telling you now, if you didn't before now you do and I'll say it again if you ever need reminding. Hear? I'll leave it there for now. I'm feeling awfully sentimental.

yours,

Lindsey

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Word.

Stage 6. Young adulthood: 18 to 35 (From Eric Erickson's 8 Stages of Development)

"Ego Development Outcome: Intimacy and Solidarity vs. Isolation
Basic Strengths: Affiliation and Love

In the initial stage of being an adult we seek one or more companions and love. As we try to find mutually satisfying relationships, primarily through marriage and friends, we generally also begin to start a family, though this age has been pushed back for many couples who today don't start their families until their late thirties. If negotiating this stage is successful, we can experience intimacy on a deep level.

If we're not successful, isolation and distance from others may occur. And when we don't find it easy to create satisfying relationships, our world can begin to shrink as, in defense, we can feel superior to others.

Our significant relationships are with marital partners and friends."


** Thank you for the Erickson tip, Mom.

Friday, September 19, 2008

A Better Representation of My Feelings...

...on the subject of Overboard starring Goldie Hawn and Kurt Russell.

There we go, that's disturbing.  Rich-bitch, Goldie Hawn, may deserve a good teaching of a lesson but no one deserves that face in the morning.  Come on, Kurt-the-lowly-carpenter, show some class.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Ambivalence

gnashing teeth
or spreading gums over
to kiss


*thanks, Sigmund

Friday, September 12, 2008

Also this...


cracks my shit up. Trust me, wait out the first 30 seconds of complete inactivity and the rest will be worth it. I love that this video is the perfect expression of someone's, some American voter's frustration with Barack Obama's politics and maybe even the electoral process, the two party system and the news media's treatment of the candidates. I don't know what it means or whether it's indicative of America's voting public but I'm tickled that someone felt such an overpoweringly urgent need to create this and then share it with us via YouTube. I like to imagine this video's creator sitting at his (it's gotta be a dude) desktop computer (PC) in his boxer shorts, tube socks and white T-shirt (probably from las year's company picnic. Either that or an old No Fear T-shirt). He selects the spray paint option from the Microsoft Paint tool bar and as the black digital spray paint is released from the tiny digital spray paint cannister, so too are his frustrations. "Take that, Obama." He mutters to himself. "Now you look like a girl."

As you're watching please note the following things:

-The music
-The odd sort of misplaced big brother attitude the creator of this video has towards Sarah Palin
-Gary Colman's appearance
-The use of the word "boy"
-The caption "Miscellaneous"
-The alternating representation of Obama as a) scary, b) effeminate, c) both at once or d) a Flinstone's character
-The reference to Barry White

In short: I LOVE THIS.

Innocence


From the film "Songs from the Second Floor".
*This post was inspired by Alli Warren's traffic post. A Godardesque, unexplained traffic jam occupies the background of this film which is what I was hoping to post here but this scene is pretty great too.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Le Weekend

"Over it" is a relative term
"Under it" is more to the point
Sunglasses are useful on buses 
All you really need to make a guitar is:  tissue paper, mod podge, box, rubber bands, a little heart
Kids are people too, sort of.  Not really.  Only partly people.  Lucky things.
House-sitting is a fine gig if you can handle some else's taste in home decor
If you eat the brownies while you're cooking, you'll be sure to be hungry by the time the food is done
Those things'll getcha
If you don't have a set of Apples to Apples cards, it is easy to make your own and probably better.
Having eaten brownies makes making your own cards much more difficult and playing too
"Ungrateful Bigfoot" will always beat out "Bald Bigfoot"
Daniel Son got fat in one of the later Karate Kid movies
Sleep...
Waking up with friends around is better
Television is delicious on a Saturday morning couch
The Family Stone is a terrible movie
Friends don't let friends miss a gorgeous day
Friends eat connoli and nutella gelato
An organ player rising from underneath the stage will always always be impressive
The Godfather theme song would make a great ring tone
Avoid being the Kaye to anyone's Michael
Connie Corleone gives the best tantrums 
Pangs will happen
Your lady friend makes a great date
The Godfather makes a girl drink wine
She does this and forgets
Sleep...
Sleeping all day is an option whether you admit it or not
Coffee works too
If you can appreciate my cat, I can appreciate you
Twin Peaks is fucked up
Cherry Pie and coffee is the best dessert
Agent Cooper should have known better than to go and fall in love
The phone may be the worst enemy yet
Escape is the best option here
Take this TV show, this leftover frosting, this glass of wine and this cat and make the very best nest.  Hold on till morning.
Sleep...






The New Job

In case you were wondering:

The kids call me Miss Lindsey  +2 (the shine of this has worn off some since this is now the second job that this title has been bestowed upon me)

It is totally acceptable to plan lessons around things like:  bubbles, color, books by Roald Dahl or making guitars out of shoeboxes  +10

I now know the Spongebob Squarepants theme song by heart +1?

Work starts at 3:15 pm  + 5

V____ W____ + 5 -2 = 3  (Kid's probably a genius, definitely hilarious and seriously trying my patience) 

The first thing V.W. said to me was, "Miss Lindsey, if you had one army what would you do with it?"

Harsh realization that it takes more than cajoling sarcasm and stern looks to earn the respect of 4th-graders -0-

The process by which I learned the above -5  (losing control of fifteen nine year olds sucks)

Work is a ten minute walk from the Ocean +10

Stickers go a long way +2

Salem Peterson +10

A second-grader patted me on both cheeks, giggled and ran away today during recess + 3

Defining the words:  blister and hankering +5  (Thank you Roald Dahl)




Tuesday, September 2, 2008

R. Kelly sings Kathy Acker




I watched R. Kelly's "Trapped in the Closet" for the first time on Saturday night at BB and AW's house and now a strange thing is happening:  when I sit down to read, and last night it was Kathy Acker's Great Expectations, the usual reading voice that resounds in my head and makes me a slow reader has been replaced by R. Kelly singing the text to the tune of "Trapped in the Closet".  Imagine:

This:  "I knew there could be no way I would live with a man because, while I desperately needed total affection, I wasn't willing to give up my desires which is what men want and I couldn't trust.  The men who were part of my life weren't really part of my life:  Clifford who I hated and the delivery boys who were weaklings..."

or even better:  "Author:  Huh?  What rare discourse are you fall'n upon, ha?  Ha' you found any friend here, that you are so free?  Away rogue, it's come to a fine degree in these spectacles when such a youth as you pretend to a judgement."

Unlikely pairing or genius mash-up?  You decide.